Just Tired

I am just kind of burned out right now. I am no longer worried about regaining my hair, I can feel spikes all over my scalp indicating it coming back. But I am feeling so tired about it all. Part of me is just tempted to just be done with it: not to read any more books or articles, no more daily scalp treatments, just relax and wait patiently for this to blow over. I keep looking for new lotions, new shampoos, alternative treatments, anything to fight for my remaining strands. It's tiring and getting expensive. It's not in my nature to be passive but it would definitely be the easiest and least time consuming. But that is just me today. I will probably feel differently in an hour or two.